I'm a pretty easygoing person, until I'm not. At the moment, I am feeling kind of extra "not". I have myself to blame. I made a mid-grade importantish decision that I probably should have made differently. Sorry to be deliberately vague. Not that sorry.
Anyway, I will figure all that out.
Do you ever have those periods of time where you think you might be wearing the wrong skin? Or, you're outgrowing your current skin.
I think snakes have the right idea - shed completely once a year and start again. Maybe I need to head back down to that Korean Spa in Atlanta and re-exfoliate, because I feel weird and off. Or maybe I need water, lotion, fruit, and rest. I don't know.
Here's what I really need. A vacation. Something with salt water, sunlight, lots of flora and fauna. Excursions and rest in equal measure. And I need someone else making all the decisions. Cooking, driving, planning, cleaning - for the vacation. In my real walking around life, I don't mind being the decision maker, chief cook, bottle washer. In fact, I'm pretty doggone good at that.
Sometimes, I just want someone else to do all the thinking and let me zone out for a few days.
Meanwhile, the weather here in Nashville is starting to get springy, and I'm a fan. Piper enjoys hanging out on the deck and soaking it in. I gave her a bath over the weekend - she's going to need her annual haircut in a few weeks - just as it has grown back all perfect and delightful. That's how it is, sometimes. Bummer, dudes.
Speaking of haircuts - I'm due for one in four days, and I cannot wait. My hair grows fast, and there's a lot of it. Almost as much on my head as goes down the shower drain each wash.
You know what - I don't have much to say today that isn't kind of cranky. I think I may just take my ball and go home. We'll try this again once I get my mind right. Well, right-er.
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| Wait, there's a ball available? I'll take it. |
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