So, here's my dilemma. 

I started the year strong in a healthy eating regimen, but in the past month, I have fallen completely off the wagon, and the wagon has backed over me, and now I am pinned under said wagon.

Metaphorically, of course.

The thing is, I know what to do, and how to do it.  I have the best of intentions, and I have the ability to do the right thing.  So why am I self-sabotaging?

I have had several very intense, angry dreams about weight-loss, and I even woke up from one screaming this morning.  So clearly, there's something buried deep in there.

I'm hoping I can unearth it.

Clearly, I want to finish what I started.  But more than that I need to make some decisions that have a chance of being able to maintain for the next forty-odd years.

Looks like I have some work to do.