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I've been having a lot of dreams about my father lately.  Nothing specific, really - he's in them, and in them, he's back from the dead and we don't really know what to do about it.

I can't seem to ask him for advice, which, in my waking life is what I want.

Although, I suspect his advice would be to keep my head down and keep plugging along.  So, nothing magical there. I still miss him.  Most of the time. 

I am now in my 3rd week of feeling like hammered dog shit.  My ears are basically ok, but my throat is raw, my sinuses are jacked and I'm still coughing.  I am ready to feel better again.  Like, any second now.

I'm in Texas this week, and I'm not super-stoked, even though it's just outside San Antonio, which is a fun enough city, as Texas goes.  I just want to be home with my dog, watching TV.

I'll be home Wednesday, though.  Me, Piper.  Some Ramen Noodles.

Living the dream.

ae



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Bill the Butcher said…
After my father died it took me ten years before I forgave him enough to dream about him. And in those dreams he was just there, and I was vaguely surprised at the fact that he was alive. Nothing much more than that happened. I don't think I'll ever forgive him fully though. Even now memories fill me with helpless fury.
May 23, 2016 at 11:42 PM
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