So, from time to time, I feel a little sorry for myself.
Or, you know - a lot sorry for myself.
I really, honestly do try to maintain a Positive Mental Attitude (or, PMA) as much as I can.
But I'm feeling a little run down today - didn't get enough sleep, feeling a little overwhelmed with work and a lot run down.
And I sent a note of encouragement to a colleague who appeared to be having a rough day, and I thought...motherfucker - where is my cheerleading section when I need it?
Well, the fact is, I have one - I'm just not good at acknowledging their cheers because I feel I don't deserve them.
And yet, I'm bitter because I don't feel appreciated...
Confused? You won't be after this episode of... Soap.
I frankly love this show. A lot.
Anyway. I'm just feeling kind of blech. In part because I ate too much lunch, in part because I hate the way I look, and in part because I just do.
This too sha (I was in the middle of typing, this too shall pass, when I was interrupted.)
So, as I was typing this, two of my girlfriends came over and I started kind of venting to them and lo, and behold! I started feeling better.
And then, one of my favorite customers called. During the call, he said, "I know I don't tell you this enough, but I really appreciate everything you do for me."
So.
Ahem.
OK, maybe people do appreciate me, after all.
Maybe I need to listen better.
Or, you know - a lot sorry for myself.
I really, honestly do try to maintain a Positive Mental Attitude (or, PMA) as much as I can.
But I'm feeling a little run down today - didn't get enough sleep, feeling a little overwhelmed with work and a lot run down.
And I sent a note of encouragement to a colleague who appeared to be having a rough day, and I thought...motherfucker - where is my cheerleading section when I need it?
Well, the fact is, I have one - I'm just not good at acknowledging their cheers because I feel I don't deserve them.
And yet, I'm bitter because I don't feel appreciated...
Confused? You won't be after this episode of... Soap.
I frankly love this show. A lot.
Anyway. I'm just feeling kind of blech. In part because I ate too much lunch, in part because I hate the way I look, and in part because I just do.
This too sha (I was in the middle of typing, this too shall pass, when I was interrupted.)
So, as I was typing this, two of my girlfriends came over and I started kind of venting to them and lo, and behold! I started feeling better.
And then, one of my favorite customers called. During the call, he said, "I know I don't tell you this enough, but I really appreciate everything you do for me."
So.
Ahem.
OK, maybe people do appreciate me, after all.
Maybe I need to listen better.
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