As I mentioned last Friday, I got a new cut and color at the local Beauty Parlor.
The resulting chatter has been highly positive.
It makes me wonder - -just how bad did I look before? Don't answer that.
I will also say, the nose stud is quite the hit.
But in spite of all the positive strokes, I'm feeling a little blue. I think my departing friends have something to do with it - Colby yesterday, the Other Allison tomorrow - and changes are afoot. People are moving into new roles, new desks, new, new, new.
And haircut and nosebling notwithstanding, I'm the same old same old girl.
Honestly, I'm a little lonely - because I feel disconnected to everyone. I see myself reaching out, but I'm not really making contact. It's not them, it's me. Really.
I just feel like I'm two measures behind on the score and trying desperately to catch up.
And I haven't been all that industrious at work or at home this week.
Eventually I'll either catch up or find a new score.
I hope.
ae
The resulting chatter has been highly positive.
It makes me wonder - -just how bad did I look before? Don't answer that.
I will also say, the nose stud is quite the hit.
But in spite of all the positive strokes, I'm feeling a little blue. I think my departing friends have something to do with it - Colby yesterday, the Other Allison tomorrow - and changes are afoot. People are moving into new roles, new desks, new, new, new.
And haircut and nosebling notwithstanding, I'm the same old same old girl.
Honestly, I'm a little lonely - because I feel disconnected to everyone. I see myself reaching out, but I'm not really making contact. It's not them, it's me. Really.
I just feel like I'm two measures behind on the score and trying desperately to catch up.
And I haven't been all that industrious at work or at home this week.
Eventually I'll either catch up or find a new score.
I hope.
ae
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